garyy

2006-11-17T09:04:00.000-08:00

i dun want to blog anymore

byebye

2006-11-13T06:05:00.000-08:00

got subutex-ed by physics

haha

but the result is sealed in HIS blood because my god is faithful!

so it's 4 As i see

hee xD AMEN

anyways last night was heartbreaking. .

but my broken heart was restored

2006-11-09T02:34:00.000-08:00

yay!

i hope the days pass quickly so i can go on to conquer my A levels

from deutronomy - and when i give them to you, you are to destroy them utterly, make no treaty. . .

YESH AMEN!

today maths. .

walked out feeling like a million dollars

:D

2006-11-08T08:07:00.000-08:00

baby!

fourth month and counting infinitely

<3

well, some updates about me

A levels!

uh huh. my heavenly father has been soo good to me. there's inner peace within me as i go about my paper, dedicating time before the exams before him

life without him was soo stressful, i could have killed myself

well. .there's jus the rested assurance of victory and blessings when i lean on him

so. .All As here i come! :D

<3

baby wrote plenty of cards to encourage me thru this A levels

soooo sweet plx.

i'm the happiest guy in the whole wide world xD

anyway care group peeps are one bunch of wascky crazy god lovin ppl

it's crazy sometimes the things that they do

but i jus luv them all

and yesh weiling is definitely not crazy. yesh absolutely

-bleahs

haha!

well. .lookin forward to hip hop party, church and baby

baby i miss u too

2006-10-31T08:12:00.000-08:00

heard the juniors are doing pretty badly

well. .

a bit dissapointing?

buck up plx. seems like there wasn't much bonding within

anyways the A's sooo fuckin near

i'm well..

ignorant and dun give a fuck anymore

anyway that person managed to enter my friendster account again and put i'm a sick gay!! =)

EEHHH

i really dono what to say

so what if i fail. it's not the end anyway

2006-10-28T21:01:00.000-07:00

YEAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!

by god's grace

now i dun have to fly over to attend their concerts

they will be coming over!

right at my home church! xD

HEH

25 november The Rock auditorum

and my church is building a building of our very own

:D

anyway hip hop night two weeks from now. .

wonder if i should go

=X

2006-10-26T20:17:00.000-07:00

hillsong-Revolution

AWESOME XD

i will attend one of their concerts even if i have to fly overseas :D

2006-10-26T20:09:00.000-07:00

to all who wants to know how to slim down

WELL . .

it's by the process called. .

STUDYING!

yesh and i lost 7 kg through it :X

WA LAO FUCK

joanne calls me a skinny monkey now

people say i'm shrinking

well. .balls shrinks tgt with muscles

i dun dare to disturb. .well. .other people.

wait till i train after A's

there's someone everyone wants to have a piece of and i want a piece of it too.

:D

IZ ?!

2006-10-25T08:11:00.000-07:00

baby gave me an A levels survival kit

consisting of panadols and yakult and some jelly like cake with strawberry hearts encased in a translucent red layer of really soft jelly

<3

here's some instructions that came along with it for me to fully make use of my remaining time to the coming of the A's

1. keep dawne in your heart more than on your mind so that you can fully maximize your memory space

2. drink loads of water to keep the ulcers away!

3. have short breaks in between studying and think of dawne

4. rest really well, have sweet dreams of dawne before waking up the next day

5. to be continued

AAAWWWWWWWWW baby i love you.

hee

2006-10-21T10:03:00.000-07:00

EEHHH this is weird

someone enter my friendster and wrote

i'm a sick gay! =)

which was eehhhh soo happily written, i thought my gf wrote it and turns out. .

IT WASN'T HER!

HHMMM, tat person who entered my account must have been a pretty nice person after all

THANKS FOR NT SCREWING UP MY FRIENDSTER AND PRETTY MUCH EVERYTHING ELSE CAUSE I USE A UNIVERSAL PASSWORD

XD

god bless u

2006-10-21T09:55:00.000-07:00

ok dawne says she will slap any girl who holds my hand

O.O

CAREFUL KAE PPL

2006-10-19T03:48:00.000-07:00

okok i'll say it out loud alright

u win

I LOVE BREAST!

2006-10-16T08:55:00.000-07:00

i'm confused

why can't clubbing be clean

it's so sick to think of it

girl dance, guys go right up and rub their dicks against their ass

and the girls DUN MIND?

even cheaper than prostitutes

at least they receive money for selling their backsides

well some people receive drinks as a form of appreciation for lending them their butt for one night of free fuck

slut/bitch cause they know it and dun mind

it's damn sick when it actually involves people u know

i feel dirty everytime i see them

well. .can't ppl jus go club and dance jus because they enjoy it

i see it now as some form of open sex. like girls know about it and yet go there to enjoy

now everytime i see those girls, images of their backside being poked and rubbed by many dicks from all angles, be it indian chinese malays or an entire class of deprived school boys.

it's like a black and white porn flick that never end

imagine a guy goes out in the streets and sees the very same girl whose ass he rubbed against at a club he went to the night before.

" ehh bro. see that girl there? well. . she's easy. i tried her out last night. her butt's pretty soft and yet with an tinge of firmness at the sides. simply perfect! jus buy her a drink and she's all yours!

UHH WAIT. i didn't even buy her a drink. she's free!

- HMM? haha u did her too? ME TOO! -hysterical laughter

be it whether they are willing or not in letting their butt being raped by all the dancing dicks around them

i am totally disgusted with every single one of you.

FUCK

2006-10-10T22:39:00.000-07:00

okay peeps i'll be going on hiatus for a while.

meanwhile. .

i miss baby :D

2006-10-08T05:41:00.000-07:00

soo many things to talk about

happy birthday clarice! :D

gave her a cutesy card. me being her bro, have to treat her good isn't it

sry for nt getting anything more! well studying and the neighbouring malls didn't have much to offer x(

and happy birthday dicky! XD soon to be commandoe. WOAHH. useful to call if i get into trouble or anything, it's like calling down the commandoes to rescue you. better than police!

next up, happy third mth baby

spent the night playing with sparklers, throwing them on trees which made the trees look pretty nice with the tiny fountain of sparks

made a heart out of the candles but the heart made out of sparklers didn't go too well, looked liked an odd shaped circle

but i guess all good things dun jus happen continuously

i was studying when she came over and i got upset when she said

- i'd hug u if only u were half as mature as ******

wah piangs, sian. random comment i know

i'm too sensitive

BUT I'M LIKE THAT WHAT

then i totally no mood to study already, didn't talk much, quarrel and left.

i guess baby's nt gonna talk to me anymore and ya

happy third mth baby. .happy third month

2006-10-02T23:42:00.000-07:00

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

went to cut hair which cost a fucking 22 bucks and worse thing, the hair sucks

repeatedly told that bitch not to cut my fringe and back, which i have been painstakingly keeping for months?

she cut the back off. i wanted to keep a tail!

knn

- HUH! u cut my back off?

- nope. i only trimmed it and thinned it

- UUUUUURGH. there's no more back left, trim what!? i said dun even cut it what! told u so like three times? trim and thin is what? still consider cut what! fuck

paid and left

i'm still damn pissed. ccb. china woman. dress until so stylo, can speak english somemore. . thought she's a pro

knn.

go geylang and sell your backside is still the only profession u can excel in

2006-10-02T21:19:00.000-07:00

this is soo amusing

was studying in the library when i heard this two eehhh not so thin secondary school girls discussing maths. .

ya they are upper secondary peeps whose uniform is unknown cause it was very ugly mix of colours and yeah this is what i heard

- why ishh liddat wan har? i tot pusitive and pusitive is pusitive?

- yeshs larhs, pusitive is pusitive! i'm pusitive!

- sumpa arh ? ( swear )

- ha na ha na

- kae wors

ahah some tjc peeps there secretly giggling

i was like =.= "

haha wtf!

:D

2006-09-30T02:20:00.000-07:00

these past few days i gave baby

a red paper heart which contains a little note and a red straw heart in it

a card containing one of my super kAwAiIiXx baby photo

goes to show how much i miss her . .

x(

dun get to meet often now with my A levels and her promos

i wish time could fly faster

BUT

it musn't because i haven't finish revising!

HAHAHAHAHAHA!

h a h a . . .

fuck la, funny lor.

2006-09-27T09:15:00.000-07:00

i must score all As . .

because . .

god has blessed me

and i wanna have a good paying job which flies me around the world and having money to spend freely and no kids :D

2006-09-27T09:01:00.001-07:00

as expected my prelims are fucked

except for maths which got a brilliant 50/100, the rest failed

made some obvious mistakes like skipping thermodynamics which turned out to be a compulsorary must do question which had 20 marks out of 100 chemistry paper three.

and mistaking maths for physics, scoring for paper one but failing terribly for paper 2.

yesh yesh i know, it's jus excuses

haven't been working hard enough, as hard compared to the rest. .

x(

there is therefore now no condemnation for those in christ

BUT

i still feel pathetic.

2006-09-27T09:01:00.000-07:00

2006-09-25T04:50:00.000-07:00

wahahaha

as expected my maths is coming off worse.

met my maths teacher and she said - your paper one was fine! but your paper two was horrible! one of those extreme cases

x(

WA LAN EEHHH FUCK

gone case

haha today studied in library with dicky after consulting missus tan at a horrifying 8 am

then waited till 5.30 for baby to finish her exams budden suay she had to go hospital to visit a relative

x(

i'm hungry

toodles

2006-09-23T08:43:00.000-07:00

today was a good day!

:D

felt liberated last night with all the vulgarities and all the heartfelt fucks said out

wenjun - give that bitch what she deserves

anonymous - i think you find pleasure in doing so

haha i so agree xD jus get the fuck out of my life. that was all the vulgarities i owe you, for the things u did behind my back. with interest

okie back to today

studied and met up baby in the evening

and at the bus stop this stupid thing happened

the bus came

so we hugged each other and said our byes

then when we turned around, the bus didn't stop, it jus went past

=.="

the man in front of us must have been secretly laughing la

basket.

anyway was scrolling through my photos and saw some training photos in the past and recently gym photo with dickson

last training session before the nationals

look how smug we are

after winning the national mens championship

i'm at the extremem left for both!

then is next at school gym

probably my last time there so it's for keepsake and photographer is dickson.

yeah. after we took some fat girls turned up by the window.

wahh HENG

2006-09-22T08:21:00.000-07:00

i've got to admit

dawne's mum cooks the best food

yummie! xD haha free foood

played with dawne's sis and bf - say what

which basically contains cards stating a specific word

if he word is uttered, the card is passed to the person committing it.

loser has the most cards

fun!

i was studying in the afternoon when i saw baby sleeping

like.. i jus love staring at her

sleeping so peacefully.

ya so i jus stared at her face until i realised i was actually staring for quite long

then went back to work. haha

baby! i love <3

2006-09-22T08:04:00.000-07:00

i jus realised..

the biggest regret in my life..

was getting to know someone like you

to think u were heaven sent

outrage! dissapointment!

when i know what that has come to pass

i wish, you'd disappear from my life totally. i dun want to see you ever ever again. never ever

2006-09-19T08:57:00.000-07:00

i soo love dawne's mum

she feeds me goooood food till i'm fat

food i dun get to eat at home

:D

that's why i like going her house soo much

i wanna go there and live. haha

2006-09-18T05:30:00.000-07:00

it's bad news

i studied for physics and it turns out

the paper today is maths!

i must be the most blur fuck on earth.

how how how, whines!

thru the entire paper i was in a comatose state

:S

nvm. come gary lets do it

i'm not afraid if a thousand people stands in my way

but that i'll give up

anyway back to mugging mode i guess.

anyway audrey!

happy belated birthday! may u grow fatter and shorter :D

2006-09-13T04:22:00.000-07:00

okie here i am doing a fast post

because..i'm at baby's house

:D

a break from all the stupid tests and exams.

anywya i wonder..

not all HODs are good

as in their teaching expertise

heard trainee being even better than them

devoting time..

putting in effort...

encouraging people to perform better with " improving " stamp when someone only got 10/25

better than boring HODs who erhh. soo stuck full in their own heads relying on their "years" of experience to -see through teenagers and their behavior

tskk..

anyway exam update.

chem jus screwed me from behind

physics..i believe i can pass get a C and by doing so, my physics teacher have to eat his words and treat me eat. yay! better dun be overly happy yet, cause he's marking and might jus make me fall one mark short of a C

:S

and another thing

people keep farting in the hall!! LIKE *&$^#%#$%#$

fucking irritating can

imagine..

you are thinking hard and about to achieve a breakthrough in a tough physics question

when...

"PUUUUUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT"

along with a fake cough

knn. everything jus disappear straightaway can
:X

or those silent killers,

striking when you are least aware and most vulnerable

haiii.

wtf man.

exams are hell

so damn true.

2006-09-10T04:30:00.000-07:00

Oh that SILLY GIRL

XD

came by my house jus to pass me a packet of porridge from crystal jade

:D

when she came, she was like all hot and sweaty..

aawwww

sweetness saturated

<3

2006-09-09T02:47:00.000-07:00

supposed to spend yesterday happily mugging all the way thru the night

ended up with fever, throbbing headaches, giddiness and the ultimate vomitting

:X

ended up i got gastric flu

which means i have too much acid in my stomach

reason?

insufficient sleep and stress

FUCKKKK

now i cannot study with all these throbbings and aches.

dazed at one question for half an hour before giving up

anyway baby was real sweet to come all the way jus to visit up on me

xDDD

anyway hope baby likes my cartoon strips

you know i'm a terrible artist

HEEEE

and i love what baby gave, some sort of stick on jigsaw puzzle and photos and chocolates

which dexter kind of finished them off when i was busy vomitting and stinking the entire toilet

woahhh my vomit ain't the kind where you choke and choke yet nothing comes out

it was like instant high projectile vomit and hell ya

they came out in torrents. like everything i ate and i was soo damn dehydrated

i could even see the vegs i ate O.o the rest was jus icky brown muck

anyway still feeling quite horrible

pray for me ppl.

cause prelims on monday

O.O

2006-09-06T08:46:00.000-07:00

in a day more, i'll be hitting second month with baby!

sometimes i try not to count the days

because only then..

days jus seem to fly past and that how i want it to be

:D

anyway these few days been seeing baby everyday

study study study

today went baby's house to study

mum bought chiken rice, she made honey water, chased her fat rabbit called fluffy round the round table

BUT things weren't all fairy tales

eehhh we did quarrel once. BECAUSE

she was gg to some beauty peagent called lil miss seventeen and it's at zouk

and i stupidly thought she was clubbing, somemore so near exams

sooo i got angry

and when i realised i was mistaken

i was still angry because..

i was already angry

so i became all unreasonable

and yeahhhs

x(

BUT, we hugged and made up

xD

- you're sucha kid sometimes

well definitely forever, if that's what makes u like me <3

anyway SORRY AUDREY, i blew my top

=X

and eehhhh thanks dicky for eehhhh giving me good advices :D

though now you've got gf..

and forgotten about the entire world..

and your world became her..

and i no longer was on your mind..

and you broke my heart..

when you said you'd love me forever..

NAHHH KIDDING

haha joke

anywayy..my revision has been pretty messy. sometimes i jus dun know what to study

and mr Soh's words jus keep playing, " i think you will fail "

knn. x(

speaking of teachers

special thanks to great teachers like miss teng

from morning was teaching students all the way to afternoon..

as in having appointments to see students one after the other..

she looked damn tired budden she jus soo wanted to help as much as she could

unlike my physics and chem teachers

NO WHERE TO BE FOUND

CAO4 ( china slang for fuck )

:X

asked when would they be free. they said -not free and didn't bother to choose a timeslot they are free and jus left it as that

wth!

left me to rot

anyway mugging tmr i guess..

x(

mugging with dex on friday

yayness.

2006-09-02T09:12:00.000-07:00

studied with baby and she gave me this cookie from mrs fields in the evening!

and guess what was written on the cookie

hehe

i love you

x)

yay!

where to find a girl like that..

never thought i'd find one who complements me well

even when i'm throwing my tantrums

even though my face look so kiam pa

even though most of the time i'm like a kid

even though i'm quite insensitive at time

even though i'm not always there to protect ya

ya da ya da

well met some old friends in starbucks

anyway baby changed wallet with me

so i'm carrying this pink roxy purse and she's carrying my quiksilver wallet..

O.o

i feel so fucking gay plx.

HAHAHAHA, faced some strange looks when i wipped it out to enter the mrt station

anyway something that boiled my blood

some indians.

wait before you think i am racist, this is something that really happened and in no particular accusation or labelling of their race.

wellthey could be chinese but jus so happen then this time round it was indians and so was the previous few times

and i do have great indian friends in cause u didn't know

yesh baby been disturbed by some drunk indians.

ccb.

feels bad i can't be there always to fend off those fuckers

work for the entire day and spend it all on booze.

and disturb poor innocent girls

like baby, ya

uuurrrgh. sometimes u jus feel helpless because it'll nvr happen if i'm around.

but since i'm not around, it happens

then what if one day they are soo drunk then they do the unspeakable?

come on, shld jus call the police and send those who creates trouble back to their homeland

i repeat, only those who creates trouble.

GGGGRRRGHHH

i'm no racist but i'm jus angry cause it isn't the first time.

2006-09-01T21:00:00.000-07:00

haha sooo long since i've updated

been trying to revise lately but not very successful

may everyday shine brighter with hope

:D

anyway these few days been revolving about baby

loves!

okiex we studied churched studied.

yesh yesh.

i kind of miss school already..

all the crazy lil boys like dicky.

cannot walk around in school banging year ones

no more eating malay food

no more disturbing people

no more physics and english teacher to laugh at

and not forgetting my principal.

anyway got to get going..

study? O.o

bye!

god bless all you people

2006-08-30T18:47:00.000-07:00

baby would you still love me in the mornin?

forever and ever babe

<3

2006-08-30T18:37:00.000-07:00

teacher's day celebration!

but never go school. gonna mug i guess. :(

find my usual study peeps and study

sad life

ohhh people i recommend your this emo song

i sure do have similar music taste as study buddy audrey

augustana - boston

the song title is boston and the artist is augustana

:D

2006-08-29T08:34:00.000-07:00

today studied with baby at subway.

:D

i dun mean the train station, but at yeah subway

O.o

okay i'm tired already. haha =_=

fuck la, funny lo

well..quite productive today.

tmr's well..g.p

yesh by god's grace i shall pass it with flying colours.

amen

anyway maybe there'll be soccer with sec school pals

been soo long since i've seen them :x

hope they are all doing fine except those taking a levels. not sooo fine at all

okie i'm tired.

really. nights

2006-08-28T07:42:00.000-07:00

dun feel good today

=X

lucky after school limin was there whom i could talk to

hear about her stuff, then my turn to talk..

yeaps, at least i had someone to talk to after school and feel slightly better

xD

well school work have been equally horrible

then get to see baby for ten minutes plus a day?

that's horrible

damn eehhh..saddenning

our time tables seem to hate each other

all the breaks seem not to ever coincide

anyway gp paper on wednesday..bahhh

anyway. people, say hello to crumpler and my sexy black nano poddie :D

2006-08-27T07:51:00.000-07:00

(Can ) Father-son bond of Dick and Rick Hoyt

2006-08-27T07:32:00.000-07:00

okie i guess i'm still quite addicted to blogging

xD

eehh good news!

remember my wallet i lost in june? it's returned to me with all my money inside and ic too xDDDDD

must have been abbah who sent an angel to rescue my wallet

no need to pay 100 bucks for an ic replacement! WWEEEE!

then next up..

attended campus, i think it's a heck of fun

sooooo i think i would wanna go often already. heh :D kannan now being my church go-er buddy

i find..it's only in times of troubles that i fully realise the love god has for me

when i'm all happy and stuff, i forget.

sooo i'm soo thankful :D

and studied with study buddy audrey at starbucks and later at sub way.

thx thx. forces me to study

anyway now i feel more relaxed and less stressed because god will make everything turn out right in the end because he loves me. sooo yeahh

anyway campus showed a damn touching video..

and yeah i think it's damn moving i almost teared.

sooo enjoy it peeps

anyway i found a way to curb my bad temper..when i am angry..turn on hillsongs. yeahs. hahaha. testing phrase

not because of who i am
but because of what you've done
because of who you are
whom shall i fear, whom shall i fear

2006-08-25T07:41:00.000-07:00

i feel..

i need radical changes to my life

been like so emo nowadays

i will close this blog down temporary, with the rare few updates here and there if there's things on

soo yeahh

condemned to a failure by my physics teacher

but oh i'm definately not going down jus like that

__

move bitch move

and i realised i'm soo back dated

budden.. i have something what most people dun have

jesus will make everything right

somehow..

some way

2006-08-21T07:05:00.000-07:00

sry people for the lack of updates

been sooo damn busy with work

school stress is like humongous

it's jus unbelievable

anyway there's always time for lil retreats and break if u try

went balconey with aud

damn i forgot to stir my drink

chocolate mint martini

eehhh sounds damn nice right but actually..when it came..it looked like...shit

ya then when i drank it through the straw..i guess all the martini was at the bottom and i sucked it all in

O.o

uuuuuurgh. burned my throat and i thought the drink was that strong

pictures coming up soon i guess!

then it was all in all a pretty night outing

went to city hall to catch up with baby at 10.30pm.

ya, celebrated her cousin's birthday and gosh were they all older than me

okiex another boring post

OH YA PEOPLE

people keep telling me that my spelling's horrigible vegetable

sooooo for A level sake, correct me kae!

xD

2006-08-18T08:09:00.000-07:00

spent the entire afternoon and nite with baby

went cine-leisure and ate ice cream

seriously a lot

couldn't finish between the two of us

budden it's niceeeeeeee~! xD

shall get the pict. and post it up soon

ohhh no town's getting boring

then went for bible study

then home

today..was a day well spent <3

anyway, problem solved

check out the power of blogging, no wonder it's all the rage now

anyway

jesus loves me yes i know, for the bible tells me so <3

though i'm like sometimes sometimes vulgar, but it's forgiven and there's no condemnation for me

i feel myself being more angelic everytime

eehhh i think xD

2006-08-17T06:19:00.000-07:00

i wanna spend more time with baby

:(

2006-08-16T04:24:00.000-07:00

thanks baby! xD

well..

today something damn funny happened

never could imagine!

haha at least for me

i was going up the escalator..

when this disturbing sight invaded my entire field of vision

this 60 plus minus year old ah pek was caressing the butt of an approximately same age granny..

O.o

AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

his hands were like going in circles..clockwise..anti clockwise..up and down..in out? NAHHH your dirty minded peeps

BUT ARRRGGGHHHHH. they were directly in front of me and since they were lifted up, e granny's butt was right in my face, but a safe dist. away ya

oh man oh man oh man..

nth wrong with public intimacy despite the age BUT

-bends over..

PUKES!

2006-08-15T07:43:00.000-07:00

AHHHHHHH stress stress stress stress stress

knn.

fuck studies

UUURGH.

my studies is like horrible and i've worked hard.

have to work harder?

pls i'm dying.

have mercy

2006-08-15T07:25:00.000-07:00

i've sooo made up my mind.

i'll be a geek

i find i dun have enough time but everyone has the same amount of it

sooo..to score for my prelims and ultimately A levels..

i decided too..

spend every single break in school studying

no more computer games..x(

i'm going to be this nerd in school studying at every corner you go turn

i'm going to sacrifice all my "playing" friends for my studies cause i get too distracted

soo..

hello sad life :(

welcome, coffee, late nights sleep and eye bags

2006-08-13T06:51:00.000-07:00

tokyo drift rockzzzz!

xD

YAYYYY! come on man, you people really gotta catch the show plx

i feel as though i'm driving the car and all the girls are fucking hot

watched with clarice and baby.

met xuan sheng on the train

then bummed around town with baby till evening and sent her back.

anyway ppl. with some help from dickson and others

we came up with the ultimate

FIVE easy steps to lose a girl XD

1. be very late when meeting her but keep messaging her saying you'll reach in 5 minutes or so and drag the waiting time wayy past an hour

2. accidentally misplace your wallet all the time and miraculously finding it when she pays your expenses

2.bring her to watch a movie. after queuing up, ask her which is the best place to seat and order ONE ticket for yourself and walk off

3. when she hints that she is hungry,bring her to a restaurant to eat and say "seats for one plx" well..u said U were hungry, i am not :D

4. when sending her home, flag down a taxi and close the door after her

5. then message her saying how lovely the date was and u want to bring her out every other day

if this still doesn't work..well..good luck :D

heh! well tests tomorrow and i've only studied a weeny bit

and i'm broke alrdy midway through the month.

can i apply for nanyang pocket money fund?

or anyone wanna adopt me as sugar mummy. no daddy..no sugar daddy plx.

2006-08-11T22:27:00.000-07:00

i wanna play i wanna play i wanna play

but this is sooo fucked.

3 months to A levels, people

2006-08-11T05:54:00.000-07:00

hello all my fellow christian brothers out there

anyone happen to have a book by smith wigglesworth?

can lend me? puuuuulease? xD

2006-08-09T10:14:00.000-07:00

class photo!

clearly my most favourite one :D i'll keep the rest for my own viewing pleasure

today was spent with my dearest mechanics tutorial and baby!

chatted emo at starbucks in tamp. till 11 pm

budden, quite fun la xD

because...

i also dono * shrugs

2006-08-08T20:56:00.000-07:00

hey ppl !

sry for the absence for day to day post.

veh the busy nowadays

anyway yesterday spent the entire night with baby!

went to catch the fireworks for the second time

though it was like super crowded and the place was soo hot and humid

the fireworks was amazing :) like super amazing la

my church was one of the sponsors too O.o

quite shocking actually, i've got a veh rich and blessed church

then we just chilled around...

wait wait. can't said chill. i was like sweating buckets

okiex..darn i cannot think of a better word. gave baby something special in school and she gave a letter and a box of fanastic chocolate coated strawberry!

NICCEEEEEEEEE. when u bite into the strawberry, all the juice jus ooze out and fills the roof of your mouth.

your wanna try some? FORGET IT xD

anyway..happy 1st month baby! <3

loved the time we spend together. doing simple stuff

i derive sweetness out of simplicity :)

sent her home and taxied back

due to the midnight charge

knn, the meter jump like nobody's business can. x(

basket still say what taxi fee increase

i'm going to vote for wErkers parti next elections. yesh yesh

anyway something interesting to share with your.

O lny srmat poelpe can raed tihs. cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy,

it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae.

The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef,

but the wrod as a wlohe. Amzanig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs psas it on !!

anyone who does this during their A's, one cartel treat from me xD

2006-08-07T06:52:00.000-07:00

today was veh the horrible

*$#*&$

in the spirit of conformity, i wore formal outfit today with them.

having to borrow pants which didn't look like pants and using leather shoes which was sizes too small

because my brother is fat, and my dad got a big butt, i could not borrow their pants x(

dun really have formal wear x(

soooo i wasn't feeling very hAndSomExXx and during the talk i got called up!

wah KNN.

it's like they call up a few, make us line up in a row before the lecture theatre and slowly call us out

and say what are the fashion nono's and stuff

" your pants is too baggy.. the cuffs are sticking out..blah blah"

suay la.

nvm i've decided to go shopping to cheer myself up XD

fuck u la, shopping cheer guys up too

anyway national day tomorrow..

prata outing! :D

2006-08-06T05:37:00.000-07:00

In a recent newspaper interview on the Speak Good English Movement, Professor Koh Tai Ann, Chairman of the movement, said:

"We would need workers who can communicate with not only the non-Singaporeans among us but all the visitors we are attracting to Singapore — tourists, those who come for conventions, meetings and so on. It would so ironic if we find many Singaporeans' English not suitable and we have to bring in foreign workers to work in these industries who can speak better English than we do."

Dunno whether correct or not but a Sammyboy forum chap made some corrections to the quote, in the spirit of good Englishing:

We would need workers who can communicate not only with ~~not only~~ (poor sequence) ~~the~~ (article unnecessary) non-Singaporeans among us but ~~all~~ (all is hyperbole) also the visitors we ~~are attracting~~ attract (present tense is used since article suggest future rather than current events) to Singapore — tourists, ~~those who come for conventions~~ conventioneers (why use 5 words when one suffices?) people attending meetings and so on. It would so be (choice of word) ironic if ~~we find many Singaporeans'~~ our (my stylistic choice) non-standard (better choice of word) English ~~not suitable and we have~~ compels us to bring in foreign workers who ~~can~~ (unnecessary) speak better English than we do can (polish up phrase sequencing; "can" a better choice than "do" as it denotes ability) to work in these industries.

------------------------------------------------------------
Bold Red: inserted word/phrase.
Italicised Blue: explanation of the correction.
~~strikeout~~: deleted portion.

TAKEN FROM MR BROWN'S WEBSITE

www.mrbrown.com nicee!

thought it was quite a funny read actually

:)

soo hear i am, being ncie and sharing nice stuff with everyone

as always ayyee!

2006-08-04T20:44:00.000-07:00

i LOVE my baby

here is one of the pics taken in sentosa, quite some time back though

anyway people

it is only three months to A levels

pray for me! please?

i need a miracle and i believe in miracles

:)

2006-08-04T08:42:00.000-07:00

today sucked pretty bad.

quarrels :S

went bs and soo damn tired and thirsty

i felt soo zombie like and uuuurgh

from all the running and sweating, my pants inside was like an oven

SOOO not good for my genitals

then now i've got abrasion

sooo i was walking thru suntec in the worst possible condition

tired, thirsty, sleepy, abrasions at my inner most thigh, blocked nose on both sides, gossipy women about boys and having to keep trying to suck air thru my nose

to prevent the mucus from coming out

:(

lousy

we've become stronger, baby.
nothing now can hold us back
when god's love holds us tgt

2006-08-03T06:34:00.000-07:00

heyo people

today when i was late for school

i spooted a bunch of people hiding behind some wall at a hdb staircase

O.o

yesh yesh all from my school.

apparently to avoid detection from teacher

quite a funny sight

HAHAHAHAHAHA

HAHAHAHAHA

HAHAHAHA

HAHAHA

HAHA

HA

...

,,

okie not funny

anyway went in and as usual wasn't caught

school was pretty much the same as it always have been. boring?

the same bunch of people

doing the same things

i've got to admit. i have this tendency to look at people

i tend to like to look everywhere, anywhere.

notice what people are doing..how they walk..whether they are chinese

O.o

so i get distracted easily and sometimes receive at eehhh return stares that scream

wtf are you looking at?!

haha sorry can't help it.

HEEEE. test tomorrow

gone case, thermodynamics for chemistry, four parts to it.

god bless me tmr, AMEN.

the peeps in my school are like super muggerified.

everytime even during breaks, all the tables would be occupied and people would jus be mugging their ass off.

WALAO fucking stressful.

at least it reminds me to study

as my principal said today " three months of studies for 80 years of happiness. "

:(

2006-08-01T23:52:00.000-07:00

i am sick

uuuurgh what a bummer.

went school for an hour and left soon after O.o

total waste of time

now my limbs feel as though their energy has been sapped from them

head has been in an involuntary throb that lasted as long as i remember it does

:X

anyway..

baby!
sorry for always being so easily angst :S

hugs :)

2006-07-31T06:33:00.000-07:00

UURGH

something is very wrong with blogger

couldn't upload photos

class photos :)

soo wait up people

well..good things are worth waiting for isn't it xD

anyway studying is bad for health and is stressful

i've got sorethroat now! anyone with any remedies or something?

tell me tell me!

2006-07-29T07:20:00.000-07:00

spastic bus ride to bishan :S

this is what i do secretly behind baby's(dawne) back!

TEE HEE HEEEEE. i am secretly gay

KIDDO'S PALACE new spokesperson, i never said it was kiddy's palace

self attachable starpless bra! xD

KIDDO'S PALACE first big step into the lucrative market of undergarments..

... ...

for kids!

BABY! been camera shy..O.o

sure a not!

hahaha met up and went long john to eat

then off to indoor stadium!

on the mrt..

xD

somehow everything about her is cute

:)

so KaWaiiIi NehHXhxXXxXX

finally at indoor stadium!

the girls!

new creation's praise and worship night.

check out the crowd!

i was there. were you?

the singers..GREAT

the music was so load, i was worshipping at the top of my lungs and not hear myself

which is good news for a "good" singer like me.

hahahah..

now this is what i did today..

intense mugging :(

nono wait.

they say you can only do well in the things u like..

come again

intense mugging :)

2006-07-28T22:29:00.000-07:00

these past few days have been great actually

yesterday went to indoor stadium for praise and worship..

there were jus soo many people around.

xD

many great songs were belted out and yeahhs. got quite high in the midst of it all

but the short sense of euphoria died down towards the end when i got tired

i've got pictures but haven't upload it up yet

soon soon,

because gary said so :)

2006-07-25T06:47:00.000-07:00

joga bonito - zlatan gum

WTFFFF??!!!!!!!

2006-07-23T08:54:00.000-07:00

Hong Kong Bus Uncle with English and Mandarin Subtitles

2006-07-23T08:18:00.000-07:00

DUE TO SOME REQUESTS..

presenting to you..

my baby! <3

HEEE HEEEE

:)

kinda spent the entire day with her.

OOHHH LA LA !

XD

well..i discovered that

most of the time

it's the simplest things that puts a smile on my face

2006-07-21T07:54:00.000-07:00

it's been soooooo long since i've updated

bet your must have missed me like fuck

:)

ANYWAY

i've got pictures coming up soon..

some for events like way back when we went sentosa and stuff so jus wait up yeahs

baby has been sweeeeet to me!

she bought for me GINGER BREADMAN! xD ]

though it was quite a few days back. hee

OOHHHH though it doesn't taste as good as it look

BUDDEN i love it anyway

heeeee

well today i spent today's school vacation with my baby!

caught the pirates of the caribbean and i thought it was pretty funny and yet damn lame :)

i RECOMMEND

oohhh then walked walked walked

i bought this ear plug or something from the apple store

it's something rubbery..

called iPLUG or something i think and cost like 5 bucks for three pairs

supposedly to enhance the music feel when u put it on

HOWEVER so SORRY to all apple users

it apparently sucked for me.

as in it's such a discomfort for my ears and sometimes the rubbery extension gets all crumpled and makes the music muffled

and stuffing the damn thing in my ear apparently was quite hard though it comes in three sizes and all doesn't seem to fit me

O.o

well now to something that cheered me up today

i heard all the stuff people say about me and seriously, i'm AMAZED

" i heard he's such a flirt "

" he's such a playboy, seem to get any girl he wants "

" i've heard from other..blah blah..got to beware "

WAH PIANG EEHHH KNN

UURRRRGH.

though how i wish i can be indifferent when i hear about such things BUT

i'm still human and eehhh i get affected by such stuff

:X

i dun get it how they can spurn such nonsense through their own thinking

come on

everyone loves a gossip but not when you are the one being gossiped

BUDDEN

baby said she'll be supporting me from behind

and that she dun care wat the world thinks

so yeahss.. :)

what she said meant sooo much to me

yeahs

haha <3

OOHHH i've got another recommendation

try out the turkish ice cream at far east! xDD

super duper ENTERTAINING and fun

though trying to retrieve my ice cream was quite hard and i crushed the cone trying to retrieve it

and got my hands full of ice cream in the process

BUDDEN nubbad nubbad.

:)

go try it!

2006-07-16T07:57:00.000-07:00

i sooo love today

:)

nononono today isn't a person

it's just today. yeahs

haha

morning call! woke up and went to church

i totally suck in the waking up part

sometimes i'm already awake but jus tooo damn lazy to drag myself out of bed

and i'd lie there staring at the ceiling hoping for some hidden source of motivation to get off my bed

...

...

is it jus me or are there similar people with similar habits?

heh.

went for lunch at just noodles which was quite horrible

" this one not nice that one not nice . ya da ya da "

i hear already damn sian

then later the girls went shopings and there were two very lonely guys left waiting, or jus

squatting inside topshop :X

then off to starbucks with sweet to get some homework done

called it quits around 5 plus where it got tooo frustrating that nothing was going in anymore

then we walked walk walk walk walk

taka..cine...heeren...dhoby ghaut..plaza singapura..

i was all hot and sweaty from the walking but i love the company!

:)

she makes me feel so right, equally lame and nonsensical

<3

hheeee. then we sat at PS looking at out of this world videos and upskirts

ohhh we did fool around the shops too. shops like mothercare

O.o

yesh. HAHAHA

OHHH AND I NEVER SEE UPSKIRT, SHE DID

ohhh angelic gary

there we chatted about stuff.

then home!

long tiring day..

but i soooooooooo love today

despite it being a "hot and wet" day eehhh!

:)

2006-07-14T08:59:00.000-07:00

i've made friends with my class pro mugger

so now during each break, i'd be mugging my ass away

i hope it last though

well today some dumb stuff happened

but i'm quite tired by now

so i'll update tmr.

but to sum things up, today was simply great!

oohhh things are lovely when she's by my side

:)

wisked off to the nine heavens

2006-07-13T09:39:00.000-07:00

ohh great

i scooped up the last four grades, DEOF

FOED, DOFE, FOED ...

no matter how you arrange it, still sounds damn bad

as compared too

AAAA, AAAA, AAAA

:)

nvm. i dun take 4 subjects actually, i included my english inside

well today was quite an nubbad day for me

until i got damn fucking irritated in the canteen

do not ever lay your finger on my body

i absolutely hate that

wasn't even talking to you but talking to yvnn

ccb

dun touch me at all

nvm. then later at the gym i got irritated with the stupid remark

next time, fuck off.

really

ok. then gymed till 5 plus, slept from 7 pm all the way to 12pm

:X

woke up to reply messages and drifting back to sleep altogether

biological clock is so damn screwed.

i'm now wide awake ler

$%&^

2006-07-12T07:37:00.000-07:00

i've saw through several past land trainin photos

woahh

i soo miss training

...

...

...

here are some photos!

small group photos

actually..

my hand looks nubbad right

xP

actually it's the sweat that makes it soo shiny

vice cap took my photo for no reason whatsoever :X

but actually..

this pic makes me miss training like fuck

when you are sooo tired

but you always somehow manage too pull through

despite your mind telling you to just drop

say some dumb excuse that you feel pain, muscle cramp, numbness or whatsoever

but somehow i just manage to pull through xD

ohh how i miss..

Sprint training

chiong arh!

DID U SEE THAT

our dragonboat secretary, KENNETH!

and our resident man of steel

:)

2006-07-12T05:58:00.000-07:00

school's been pretty taxing for poor me

the workload's been immense

been singled out as one of the worst in class

gary, what happened to you? your results are bad bad

oohhh i didn't study :X

actually i did but maybe not enough

your results used to be all right you knowwwwwww

uurgh.

i actually thought i was kinda smart though

but apparently the results proved otherwise

well at least it serves as a wake up call

i'll come back in the prelims with As to my name

i'll conquer all my subjects

yes yes i will

2006-07-11T07:44:00.000-07:00

some results update

i failed every subject

O.o

i'm shocked! like not even a single pass.

okie, my definition of pass is above 50

uuuurgh. i'm kind of depressed

i guess no "savior" can help me, only i can pull myself out of this mess

THEN i saw this video to lift my spirits up

Fuck You

fuck the free world

i guess i'd be better off after a good night of sleep

2006-07-10T06:14:00.000-07:00

i've no idea how the fuck this picture got on my computer

i think it's from my brother. hahah

nono

i'm no racist, but this is a reminder for people on the importance of smiles

so SMILE TODAY! XD

2006-07-08T22:17:00.000-07:00

sentosa today was quite good..except for certain late buggers!

got delayed for hours until finally sentosa!

caught the last gasping hours of sunlight and played beach soccer, volleyball, wrestling?

ohh there was this very weird scene which happened

the guys ( we ) were deciding to throw some girls in

so there were two of them sitting at the beach and the guys surrounding both of them

but somehow we jus dun know who to throw

then one girl had to brilliantly say

- can your make up your mind on who to throw?!

- hurry choose one and throw

- we feel damn weird sitting here waiting

voila! the spark we needed

and when we carried her off she screamed away

i dun want i dun want! why me why me?

O.o

you can never understand women.

:)

then played some extremely violent soccer and yeahs. sun wasn't v good

so didn't have much of a tan

then bathed and stuff, it was around 8

so we ate at koufu and went samurdar -( indian cuisine and bar) for some drinks

i'm nt sure if i got the name right though

but it's a pretty nice place

bought three of the house pours - brandy, whisky and vodka

and rotated among us three

nubbad nubbad.

however shang really cannot hold his liquor

haha. xD

cute lil red faced tomato

then went the bridge, took some photos and went home

it was then dark, around 10.30pm?

ohh this is where i got gooood news to share

..............

..................

.......................

you can call dawne MISSES CHUA already!

nice day 08/07/06 somemore

good for a forgetful bugger like me :)

i shared what was concerning me all that

like my studies my past all tat, all the potential chitter chatters tat might occur

basically all my insecurities la, haha, i'm one worriesome fella

thanks for being ever soo sweet yeahs <3

listening to all those troubles

well. get used to small hands and shorter shoulders arhs!

hee

say hello to happy days

2006-07-07T19:32:00.000-07:00

off to SENTOSA later!

though the sun doesn't look sunny

i will get my tan somehow

:)

ohhh for all ye hopeless romantics out there

dexter shared with me some wise teachings from him

-love is sparked by physical attraction for each other

oh come on, you girls gush over this guy's 6 packs that guy's biceps yesh yesh

and guy swoons over the curves O.o

anyone against it? dun deny arh.

okiex to each his own :)

-love don't last forever

yeahs.. wait wait before i get hit by hate mails and all sort of stuff

-it's the companionship that sustains the relationship

after being through the deeply in love period, life just isn't complete without each others company.

you hear so many apparently happily married people who are married for tens of years?

then why are divorces among their age still so common?

O.Ox

cause the love has FADED........................

.............

but you jus need each other company soo much, it's your other half

they forget about it

like all u girls/guys out there, how impt is your best friend's/ buddy's company to you?

dun have them, life is very empty isn't it

okie enough of life's teaching

what an irony

when my love life itself is like screwed up

i must go into meditation to find out what's wrong

sooo i'm off to sentosa! xD

2006-07-07T08:14:00.000-07:00

now i'm back from bible study

i'm seriously very drained.

started off uber high and ended off drained

well..couldn't help when the person i went out with was uber lame

hahaha. laugh laugh laugh, no more energy!

met fuquan and jolene at cathay

gosh, are they ever so cute together

but cathay's still pretty much closed and quite boring

but i recommend the ben's and jerry place, cool hangout

next went to suntec where we had fun fooling around children's stuff

at family link i think.

play play play

oh yeah i soo dig godiva's chocolates!

the drink i mean.

i jus dun know how to appreciate those expensive chocolates.

give me a rocher anytime man

nxt went church where i guess all my energy disappeared and i fell asleep.

woke up when it started and suddenly i felt v drained

:X

then on the way back

kinda started walking without direction

what happen gary?!

* slaps slaps

ohh yeah any dudes out there who knows how much an ic cost?

i made a police report and they said i'd have better luck looking at the letterbox hoping for a kind soul.

wahh knn

then he thinks it's around 100.

anyone knows the exact cost?

O.o

thanks thanks :)

2006-07-06T22:25:00.000-07:00

today school was SIMPLY BORING

councillers trying their utter best to make the school get -high

"nanyang! let's do the spelling cheer..nanyang let's do the super cheer.. "

urgh.

they passed 1.5 litres pet bottles with a handful of beans inside as a tool for cheering

goodness, it smelt horrible when it was opened. the beans were decaying and after smacking the bottles together, they became powder

and i dun know who poured the bean powder onto dexter. well..i sure hope it wasn't me xD then he smelled as sweet as lavender

congrats to dragonboat for the inter-cca relay.

4 men and 4 women

track EXPECTEDLY got first followed by dragonboat

but it took only one GOON from track

to throw the baton onto the track after they crossed the line

what an act of arrogance! and they got promptly disqualified.

kind of stewpid isn't it.

later i'm going cathay!

but had to delay the meeting as i was LOCKED out of my house. uurgh

damn pathetic. sat outside the door for like an hour before my bro came to save me

:X

stewpid gary!

haha O.o

2006-07-06T04:59:00.000-07:00

decided to put up a hit counter purely for fun :)

jus to see how many people read and stuff

the eyes of gary sees EVERYTHING

2006-07-05T03:33:00.000-07:00

finally i see the distinction between different kinds of people when it comes to sweet-talking

OnE GrOup of PpLx

mOiiIi LuBbbXxX EeUuUuU
laO GonG lUbbB LaO PuOo
moIii + EeuUu = 1314 worx

ANOTHER GROUP, or maybe individual

who COINCIDENTALLY is in the honour rolls

as X approaches infinity, so does my love for you approach infinity

woah. get the picture? :)

hahahahahah

2006-07-04T06:04:00.000-07:00

nowadays studying has been pretty boring

but this few days been pretty sweeeeeeeet ever since i lost my wallet though

:)

THANKS DEDICATION :

to dawne!

for the wonka's nerd rope

the coffee flavoured kit kat

:)

you have no idea how it brightened my day!

to limin !

thanks for the superman movie treat!
aahhhh zonglin, are you jealous? xD

to dawne and gracia and clarice and gary song!

for the wonderful drama in suntec a few days back which was better then zhen qing
wahaahahahaha :)

this is such a happy happy post

2006-07-02T05:42:00.000-07:00

today nanyang jc dragonboat created history by entering the grand finals!

knocking out teams like the singapore armed forces sea association, nus, ntu and all the polys in singapore and ite too

and the regetta champions, scdf, which we so bitterly lost to last year

finally :)

mother high

nubbad nubbad

people who aren't there have no idea how tough fight it is

when everyone else is bigger, older and more experienced

when your coach used to be only a member of one of them, and you look up to him as god already

when schools can afford to send in multiple teams representing one school, eg, team A, B, C, D

when even the national teams are taking part

when foreign rowing teams from canada and australia are taking part

people hear and they go, aiyah finals, must be damn easy

crazy

we were knocked out during the qualifying rounds last year, this year, we fought all the way into history

into the grand finals, together with the national team-S.

where people train twice a DAY and we cannot train as much

BELIEFS are damn powerful

my team believed and made it happen, fighting all the way, upsetting clear favourites

they are my team!

team nanyang jc draonboat.

2006-07-01T04:55:00.000-07:00

wah knn i lost my wallet.

:(

LOST - thirty dollars, ic, ez link, quiksilver wallet, some funny cards

the wallet itself is a precious memory by itself and it's gone..

then aiyah, never planned to tell my mum. so effectively the cost of replacing everything will have to come from somewhere right

it had to come from my allowance lah duh

broke before the end of the month :X

urgghhh. nvm what a thief steal from the front door, god will bring ten times the blessings through the back door

then yeahs. still mother sad and grumpy now

ohhh on a happier note

nyjc dragonboat champions wins and proceeds to the semi finals for both mixed and 20 men crew!

but tmr 20 men crew is like a gorup of death

with most of the top five for last year inside our semi finals

ma cham we enter finals already liddat

nvm. we shall create an upset

go nanyang!

2006-06-30T08:19:00.000-07:00

well today was a gooood day.

went to fetch my lil brother home from school though i was IRRITATED by the very fact he had to run all over the place instead of walking straight

brought him to eat eat,then i went to have my hair done.

my hair got fucked. like seriously

she misheard and wanted to shave my back hair off. O.o

then i stopped her BUT damage already done

my one side got slope till far back, one only slope halfway

wa lao wa lao

but i dun really care though cause i

simply cannot see it when i walk.

:)

nie ways, i got an exciting night though. all thanks to clar*** and gra***!

but i shall not comment though because i was bribed by a piece of hershey chocolate.

eeyerrrr.

but then church never fails to make me happier as a person

tomorrow having dragonboat competition in bedok reservoir

which we didn't train for

but go there try our very very best and win stuff back though

:) go national champions!

2006-06-29T21:50:00.000-07:00

sometimes silence means everything baby

i guess this isn't what love is

everytime we break i come asking you back to me

over and over again

this isn't the love i had in mind

i'll never will be

good enough for you.

2006-06-29T09:05:00.000-07:00

physics was hard

but maths was..surprisingly do-able. = confident of pass.

:)

at least i wun get back an entirely red report card

wootx!

after that went to J8 with the class guys

then i left shortly and went plaza singapura

met dawne and went to check out for movies.

sadly none

walked to cine-leisure

sadly none

then dined over at starbucks. ate something light

i'm amazed at how our convo changed, from nonsensical stuff to lame stuffs to emo-ing

haha. nubbad nubbad

went pasir ris and then went back home

today was a..

fruitful day. niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

bible study tomorrow.

come hither thou will you

2006-06-28T06:59:00.000-07:00

tell me when will you be mine?
tell me quando quando quando
we can share our love divine
please dun make me wait again

when will you say yes to me

tell me quando quando quando
you mean happiness to me
oh my love please tell me when

every moments a day
everyday seems a lifetime

let me show you the way
to a joy beyond compare

but i can't wait a moment any more
quando quando quando..

2006-06-28T06:24:00.000-07:00

yesterday i relaxed all the way.

sleep sleep and went kovan to watch the bravil vs ghana match.

nice cafe spoiled by ah bengs sharing a glass of root beer. like 4 to one cup.

i wanted to take my jug and pour it's entire contents on them

soccer violence :)

they supported ghana and i for brazil

ghana poor thing, super suay!

but - their finishing really lousy. :X

brazil brazil brazil yeahs! i think kaka's hot.

not gay or anything u buncha nits

then i tried to study, which i failed miserably and plonked straight to my bed

wweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

today studied in galilee and quite normal i guess.

but there was this bright eyed bushy tail kid that keep going

" mummy mummy play with me "

sounds all right but there and then

it was those high and shrilly type, piercing through my ipod.

uuurrgh

*tears out hair shreds shirt

and reveals a spare tire around my waist

x(

2006-06-27T02:18:00.000-07:00

*pouts pouts

for my maths, i'm super the screwed.

today i took chemistry, fucked it up BUT at least i know people screwed it worse then me

so i seek consolation in that :)

wooots! tomorrow there isn't any test going on.

i might be going to suntec starbucks to mugg. i think.

anyone got nicer place to suggest?

REQUIREMENT : air conditioned, quiet, got coffee ( 1st priority! ), table and chairs duh

one kuku intro-ed me a place, WITHOUT tables.

i wun say that siong suggested it, erhhh ya :)

ne ways, gymed after school. competition on saturday, though i dun expect much from it

no trainings at all due to mid years :X

OOHHHHH..dex got a conspicuous red mark on his neck huh

*someone feeling 'hot' eehhh!

and i noticed something VERY wrong with my juniors.

THIS is what exams does to people

by the way her name is yvonne from dragonboat

just another reason why exams are unhealthy.

now here's the idiot's three easy step guide to

how to spot someone afflicted with the exam sickness

firstly

-mutation of hairstyle

next up

-growth of eye bags

lastly

-walking around seemingly dazed *imagine someone who got smacked in the head and tries to find his way around

ok. any idiot would know all these by now ler

speaking of which, i spotted many afflicted with the disease in school today :)

wake up people! i predict guang xi is gonna fall asleep halfway through the exams sooner or later.

odds - 1.01

bettings anyone?

2006-06-25T07:02:00.000-07:00

an entry before i start some last minute mugging for tomorrow's maths paper 1

damn exams do suck loadz

morning!

gracia called to wake me up for church

which i ignored and stuffed under my pillow

7.34 am i picked up.

helloooooooooo

wake up! ya da ya da i cannot remember

okok

bye!

next up i went back to sleep

at 7.53

ring ring!

wake up yet?

where are u?

on my bed

hurry!

okok

byeeeeeeeeeeee

then i'm off to church

woah

nubbad nubbad

prince came back

i met new people like eehhh dawne gracia and so sorry i forgot her name and some guy some girl a pair of twins

ya

xD

nice nice

then studied

suntec starbuck is quite a nice place to study

though the tables are damn small

the one i forgot,had to leave earlier

walked her to mrt

she's quite friendly

yeahs

walked back

studied as much i could

nvm

even if i fail mid years

god will make the results right at A level

i believe

=)

then eehhhh

ya!

went st andrew's cathedral with aud

woah

outside is like nice

inside..

wasn't as nice

O.o

lotsa difference man

then eehhh. while i was walking in

this man tried to walk past me

and gave me that super irritated look

!

i smiled of course

then maybe he thought i was gay

cause he stopped giving that irritated look

and walked away to some sit

so much for smiling arhs

then went back home

eat eat eat

use computer

yeahs.

bible study on friday =)

sweeeeeeeeeeeet!

2006-06-24T07:35:00.000-07:00

my dad's health ain't so good

his bills are like 5 digits

why on earth do heart attacks exist

sometimes

things just suck

2006-06-24T07:04:00.000-07:00

Come up to meet you,
tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you,
tell you I need you
And tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets,
and ask me your questions
Oh lets go back to the start

Running in circles, coming in tails
Heads on a science apart
Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this
hard

Oh take me back to the start
I was just guessing at numbers and
fingers
Pulling the puzzles apart
Questions of science, science and
progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart
And tell me you love me,
come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start

Running in circles,
chasing tails
Coming back as we are
Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard

I'm going back to the start

2006-06-23T05:29:00.000-07:00

been a while eehhh.

bet you all must have missed me real bad

haha

first thing

sry yanlin! today very tired arhs, then never go church.

exams also la. study study =)

i eehhh. treat u something la. after my exam that is.

okay mid years started today

english. horrible. difficult

and i kind of screwed things up

i woke up bright and early so i could make it to school early.

however the weather wasn't by my side

my area dun have covered walkways to the mrt. so iw aited for the rain to stop which didn't

and RAN there. damn. why dun the people just vote for pap and we'd be having covered walkways as promised.

now that pap is gone, no upgrades as promised.

and my place is still the same. despite all the promises if upgrades, more facilities etc.

apparently it's bullshit

then when i reached serangoon mrt, which uis a ten minute walk from cool, there was still like 20 minutes left. but it was raining once again

so i waited for a bus or taxi which never came

till god sent a savior in the form of wen shu, running past with an umbrella which we used to brave the rain and got all wet.

O.o useless brolly

later my class guys went to J8 and eat. oohhhhhhhh..i miss long johns

and next up went home where i studied a lil and watched -advent childrens

and slept all the way till 7.20 =S

woooops

still very shagged out

2006-06-20T07:14:00.000-07:00

pretty

it's looks pink but it isn't acutally..

notice the snaill.courtesy of yvnn. =S

DAMN SIAN

OK i couldn't act fierce for long. heh

2006-06-19T19:03:00.000-07:00

i received a card from the juniors! nice nice.

once again. shall upload the pictures soon, me having no digital cameras of my own. x(

anyway yesterday studied quite unproductively.

chem is fucking hard sia

then later went to container classroom and join the J1s to study

later left cause it was like 8.30pm and getting spooky and joined sean

oh ya. suddenly an indian popped into the container classroom

as in not a student. those construction worker kind

like wtf?

at night.sure must have hoped that i was some cute girl alone studying.

quite freaked out that i held my pen as a dagger waiting to stab if anything untowards were to happen to me

then the rest is up to your imagination

i hurry stood up and he left.

as in a half run half walk manner

then i studied a bit and slept till 9.30pm

O.o

then faster rush home

oohhh.

i remember which movie it is.

JUST MY LUCK

mcfly rocks. =)

when everything is going wrong
things are just a lil strange
it's been so long now
that you have forgotten how to smile

2006-06-18T09:00:00.000-07:00

2006-06-18T02:27:00.000-07:00

ohh people. I HAVE GREAT NEWS!

nyjc dragonboat mens are the national mens champions! =)

hahaha. this simply rocks.

i've got two medals. silver for the mens 24 and bronze for the 10 men boat team A.

yay.

but njc cheated though. wanted to lodge a complain but had to pay 150 dollars. wtf.

in the heats they used half a boat of juniors and half a boat of seniors to test us out. and in the finals, they replaced them entirely with seniors!

so imagine they only had to row one set

and poor nyjcian dragonboaters had to row like five sets. (including all the semis and heats and stuff)

unfair man. the rules stated that u can only use one boat of the same people whom u registered and not interchanged any oh how u want.

nvm. we won anyway. shall upload some videos of us raping ass(dragonboat) i dun mean literally. duh. =)

then jun xiongs parents sent me home and back to suntec. ate at rice table. ok the food sucked but he had a helluva time. first time in my life we were shouting at the top of our voices at a restaurant.

the girls were fucking noisy too. hahahaha. expected actually.

received a present from all the J1 girls. a long sleeve shirt and a nalgene bottle! damn sweet. xD

ohhhh. thank cassandra and guardian angel for the sweets and a pen with this intricate cloth pattern around it proclaiming i'm a shorty. nvm. v nice also.

yanlin for her shirt and a card which spoke wonders and coming down to support!

and audrey for her famous amos cookies which she gave right after my finals and her earrings for perlini silver. and ya. a nice letter along with it. =)

the team for my national mens champions medal, 24 men boat silver and team A for my 10 men bronze.

and god. <3

shall upload the pictures soon.

sorry to the people who tried to call me and stuff. my phone kind of died.

ohhhh. back to what i'm saying. after rice table

took loads pictures which i am gonna uplaod soon

and eehh we torned overnight.

watched movie. i forogt the title. but had lindsay lohan inside and it had something to do with luck.

anyway we saw kelly poon in the theatre. kind of fake actually. she was like in this superstart status then faster walk faster walk head keep down. eehhhh.

i didn't even recognise her till my friend told me la. O.o

weird that they look so friendly on pictures and yet horribly fierce in person.

then we stayed at esplanade and talked cock. bought bacardi tropical lime and drank.

then i fell a sleep cause i was so tired.

reached home at 8 am the next morning, bathed ate slept till 5pm.

here i am. still kind of stoned and unbelieving of what happened yesterday.

i'm happy happy.

fucking high

2006-06-16T23:36:00.000-07:00

i have to thank five special people for responding immediately to my dying friendster problem!

huisin! - thanks for he encouragement! come come lets gun for gold and glory. =)

melissa - for being every so sweet and encouraging. eehhh tag me lehhs. haha

yanlin - =)

jia jun - i know u love me. just admit it. x)

yvnn - my favourite junior. hahahaha.

about today

went to suntec starbucks and tried to study.

i'm so excited, i cannot concentrate and started strolling around suntec, abandoning audrey and dexter.

came back and we went shopping.

went orchard, went to ZARA and got a long sleee shirt. fucking expensive. 89 dollars.

met joanne,mary and some unknown there too. i saw karene in suntec too.

yeahs. fooled around a bit. my decision was set on the shirt when mary and joanne said it was nice. =)

dexter i sooo love you can

then met up with yanlin for church.

super late la. but the pastor today was quite psycho.

psychotic laughter but quite funny though

NIEEHHHEEHEHEEEHEHEHEEEE

and a witch on a broom flies past.

cast a spell which hits dexter!

and he became a horse lover

fell in love with a black horse

and went together to watch crazy horse

ok digressing.

insider joke

ANYWAY(darn..)

the pastor is fucking strong.

i mean literally

during 2002 to 2005 when he was trying for a baby, he said he and his wife had sex every other ay.

let gary the maths pro do some quick calculation

estimate one year have 360 days. estimate for easier counting

every other day = 180 times!

2005 - 2002 = 3

3 X 180 = 540!

so my pastor had sex 540 times just for a baby?

thanks freaking weak man. but now he's genitals is blessed in god's name, amen

anyway today was great

i just wanted to hold your hand

but i'm such a wuss

2006-06-16T17:09:00.000-07:00

hey baby

if your feelings gone

dun linger around

pretending you still love me

pretending you still care

everytime we meet up i am deluded with thoughts of even coming back tgt again

fuck

i'm such a wuss

i guess this is it

i'm better off alone anyway.

2006-06-15T06:56:00.000-07:00

HEY PEOPLE

my friendster is like dying off. so is my interest

can your go and give it some boost or something.

=)

2006-06-14T08:35:00.000-07:00

came back from a run to serangoon and back. did some stationary sets.

mums nagging like crap. cause it's like late already

nationals nationals nationals..

been circling my head so many times. it's so important, i jus can't concentrate

today i studied in school. later studied with errol and sihan popped in.

ohhh we kapo-ed hariz maxim and hariz was like pissed with errol and threw his handphone at him but errol caught it la

errol pushed him

and he went off. stupid mud.

then errol was enthusiatically re enacting the whole scene, threw his phone

it sailed through the air and smashed onto the floor. O.o

smart. haha

spent more time chatting about random stuff then studying.

but i studied till like 8 before leaving to watch arrowanas. they are freaking huge. prices go up to 5 digits man. i think i saw pei shan. but dun know her and she dun knwo me and she looked as if she dun know me so oh wells

tmr training.

tired but let's sweep everything team

2006-06-13T20:19:00.000-07:00

i feel BETTER now so the post i gone.

yes yes. due to the overwhelming response for me to cool off.

here i am, cooled.

any anger would be a poison to my bone.

2006-06-12T07:30:00.000-07:00

BIRTHDAY WISHES!

-long sleeve striped shirt
-metal buckle belt
-hong baos
-fairy god mother
-Continuous random variable lecture notes tutorial with answers
-shirt
-national championship gold. ( most important )
-cry in tears of joy on that day

be anxious over nothing
be thankful for everything
be prayerful for anything